I think it's finally starting to hit me. I still seem unpredictably calm about the whole thing still. I think I'm too focused on when I'll come home, and how fast time will pass. I need to quit that attitude and embrace the now. I can't live in Hanoi, and think constantly of being home. In my past travels I've realized that no matter how strenuous the time gets, it will be gone, and missed. I need to live every second as it is precious.
I feel like just writing that last line and really thinking about it calmed my nerves. It's crazy that everyday flies by, and in a couple hours I'll be going to sleep; only to wake up and drive to the airport. Leaving everything behind is difficult to those who need the past, but we must rely on our futures.
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